HOW I DECIDED TO BECOME A HEALER
Let me share my story with you and how I got qinspired to live my dream and follow my heart’s desire! i hope my story inspires you to do the same!
A few years ago, my path turned towards spirituality and I decided to make major changes in my life. I’ve always been drawn to spiritual practices like Yoga and Meditation, but life took me in different directions and there were times when I lost connection with myself.
My perky, optimistic self fell into a great depression for the first time in my life after a major breakdown. I got betrayed by the person I thought I’d spend my life with, I had serious communication issues with people I worked with, one thing lead to another and my ego was shattered into small pieces.
Everything I knew so far – who I was, what I wanted, what my life was all about – suddenly seemed completely false.
One day, my singing teacher showed me the light at the end of the tunnel. He showed me that I was in my own “movie”, and that the reality around me was something completely different than what I thought it was. Since I knew I wasn’t happy where I was and couldn’t live the way I did anymore, I decided to take a peek through a small hole in the heavy walls I built around me to see what was going on outside my world.
And I realized, that I was missing out! Missing out on life, on happiness, on all the good things that could’ve happened to me if I only just allowed them! Then I slowly started to take down my wall, brick by brick, and take back control of my life.
I decided to be grateful for every day and every little thing that I experienced, good or “bad”. Especially the “bad” experiences because they are our greatest lessons! Learning to appreciate it all and understanding that everything happens for a reason made a huge difference for me! I wouldn’t be where I am today if I hadn’t experienced these dark feelings and I will forever be grateful. I started meditating and decided to do a Yoga Teacher Training in my favorite studio in Zagreb – Divya Yoga.
These were the practices I felt most connected with and they truly helped me find a peace of mind and get back to my true self. That was only the beginning. I studied the scriptures every day and trained my mind to understand the world we live in and the way of being, in a different way. I opened up to the world and people around me and decided to spread joy and positive thinking, instead of judging and seeing imperfections.
I learned that it was all a projection of my own fears and I didn’t want to do that anymore. Changing my perception changed everything! And I started attracting more and more positivity into my life, which lead to beautiful new friendships and amazing opportunities! I left my toxic, negative self behind and decided to be happy. Yes, it’s a choice and it makes a huge difference!